I just finished my class THANK THE LORD that it is over because i was getting exhausted and really really missed my baby. plus daycare is waaaayyyy to damn expensive. I am also going and putting my notice in to work tomorrow. I need time for me and Cailey. I missed the stay at home mommy thing while i was in my whirlwind of school and work. And even though i really want to start next september i will robably wait until cailey is in school before I go to nursing school. Right now i need to be home with her teaching her things and bringing her to the park and just enjoying every moment i can. It seems like she has grown up over night and i hardly recognize her sometimes. Her vocabulary isnt as great as i want it to be I need to step up and make her talk. She says muma, eyes, dada, and something that sounds like cat. she blows kissies now its so cute if u blow her one she uses the back of her hand and makes a noise i guess she thinks sounds like lips smacking and blows u a kiss now she also does the same thing when she directly kisses you to. I have an affectionate child and i love it.
On the whole relationship thang.... marriage in my opinion is the worst thing ever. Did you know that no matter what you are stuck with this person until you fork over the money and file for divorce. WELL YOU ARE!!! Basically things have just been in a downward spiral. I am sick of it and cannot deal with it anymore. I also can not be around a guy who will scream at his wife in front of his child. She deserves better. My plan is to go stay at my parents house for a little while maybe he will come around and if not I am gone. I suggested marriage counseling and he isnt oen to it so i dont know what can save us now??? We did go out as a family one day a few weeks ago. To a trolley museum... how exciting!!!
